...getting back here to post a Blog. Sorry for those who aren't that fluent with english, but i really need to do this in english. I just feel like it!
Well for me when I first started to think about starting a Blog I had many ideas, but i didn't know how to start or what to write. So after that I never really got back here to do something at all. Let's say I was really busy in my life handling things. Well yeah and now I started to think about doing this like writing in a journal. Not an everyday thing more of a notebook of thoughts I have in my mind or anything like that. These days I'm really thoughtful because many things in my life have changed. I feel weak in what I do, if I do something. I think about so many things lately, that I don't know where I'm standing right now. It's really hard to get some of those issues fixed.
But in this time I really learned more about life and things in general. I learned to admire people in my near surroundings more, those who stand beside me and help me get through my mess. It's really hard to cherish those things, that are always there. Those things that seem so normal. These are things we lose track in such a short instant we never really think about anymore. Just if something in your life is changing so much you feel left alone and left behind you start to think about what went wrong. You can see that there are people or moreover friends that are there to help and support you. I never was the type of guy who took life and other things for granted. I worked always hard for the things I cherish the most; Clearly losing track of my own things in my mind.
Well in my darkest hour I saw a slightly sight of just a few people who wanted to be there and help me so much I was really fascinated what I reached so far. That I found people that want to be there whenever I need them, even if I'm not the type to think about myself in the first place. I'm the person you would know as a guy, who gives more than he takes.Well this is something I really wanted to share somehow, even if those words may not reach so many people, but I want those words to reach my dearest! I really wouldn't know where I'm standing right now without you. I never want that you think I take you and your actions for granted. I cherish every single thing you do for me like a warm gift filled with love and joy for me. I can't thank you people enough to be there for me and do the things you can do best!
I'm glad to say that
YOU are my friends I can count on in life. I hope this will never end, because without you I wouldn't be standing here and wouldn't know what to do! Thank
YOU so much for beeing there for me when I need a helping hand. Even if your just there to write some kind words I just need in that moment.
YOU know I'm talking about
YOU! So don't pretend that you're a good friend and a good person in what you do. I'll always be there for you aswell to be someone who can support you to the fullest. When you are feeling down I lift you up, just like
YOU did for me! I'll give back everything I can so you won't fall like I just did. I wanna be there to protect
YOU! So once again....
THANK YOU MY DEAREST FRIENDS!!!
